Transformation

When things get uncomfortable for me

I forbid myself from running
I forbid myself from walking

I forbid myself from choosing these choices
For I know those choices have made me flee
I allow myself to stand tall
I allow myself to stand in my stuff
I allow patience to flow through me
For wonders will appear
When I am ready
I will accept that which is about ME
I will accept that which is real
For this is reality
No stories
No dashing
Just the here and now

Forever

Doreen Santina Cote'